How I can forget it?

I had intended to write about the Shadow of the Wind, & I had prepared a video about the book.
 but .........

Today I have awoken thinking about poems, a great passion inside me. & the first one that i did was, write all that came in my mind, while I was writing, I began to think in my first love, I fell in love with her by writing love poems to her when we were kids, I can't express with words how was it. but I'll only say. it was amazing. I wrote her several love poems, because I could not talk to her personally. I was very shy & I saw her like a angel a person from another world totally different. at that time she was the most beautiful woman that my eyes could see , she is still a beautiful woman, and I remember her as the most beautiful woman in the world.
video link.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B3IuQg9DffhcRkNoMGJLZlQ0S2M/view?usp=sharing